no school, so i apparently have time to blog.
first the mush. in case i don't say it enough, i cry a lot. all the time. not sad tears, but anything that has to do with growing up, having a baby, falling in love, brushing your teeth, the list could go on. i am writing this with tears in my eyes from watching Friends. i miss that show... but should i be tearing up? probably not.
now, i feel confident enough in my love for mason, and in the fact that everyone knows i love mason to say this: there are things about being a mom that are annoying... take today for example. mason woke up whining, and continued to whine, all. morning. long. bugs. but usually he is a pretty happy little guy and i think his tummy is bothering him, so i am willing to let that go.
another thing? overall, nrsing has been great. but those books about nursing lie to you. the authors are either women that get paid to tell you it is nothing but sunshine snuggles and kisses, or they are male. i haven't figured out which yet. really, overall, i have had an easy experience with nursing. minimal pain, only one infection, good supply, but my son has decided that i am his personal security blanket. you know those kids that hold their blanket between two fingers and just move it back and forth. thats my skin. gah. where was that in the book? liars. i love nursing. i will do it again for sure. i love the closeness... but his time is coming. gah
now i feel bad for writing this down, although i thought it, so i guess the damage is done. tomorrows a new day! hears to hoping my smiley man is back.
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